ok im sorry my loves, but yet another new xanga, i know i know, but i screwed this one up so i had too! its..........foggydayinlondontown

                                       "THOUGHTS"

Thought there was no such thing, thought it was all fake. Thought only God knew how, and that in the end it would just break. Thouhgt I was hopeless, noone there for me, Thought it was a fairytale, that  could never be,Thought I was alone, without anyone to hold, Thought life was passing me by, and I was just growing old. Thought  I was a bad person that there was no beauty inside. Thought you were someone, but you were something else. Thought that Love was lost never to be found, but then you tell me to wait and one day it will come, and now my Thoughts are Thinking ,maybe its just begun.

                                                                                    - taylor justice

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just a day, he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
'Cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
Inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
And breathe, just breathe
Woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

You know whats great about my lovely friends? I havent seen them in forever nor talked to them for more than 5 minutes at a time.......yet i am STILL mentioned in their xanga posts, among the people they have been with ALL summer, i think that is just lovely!MY EMILY ANN KAUFFMAN WHO STILL LOVES ME EVEN WE HAVENT SEEN EACH OTHER ALL SUMMER.......I MISS YOU EM!OH how i miss my lovely Tara Sue, and Brittanee and Casey who are in Mississippi, Kathryn i shall be seeing you soon, Chrisitana my dear i cannot believe your leaving for a week! < This lucky girl gets to go to New York and see Phantom Of The Opera on broadway, oh how i want to go with you! and to all my highschool lovers who i cant wait to see(Dana, Daryl, Haley,Alisa.......) you all are going to make being a freshman lovely,  I've been talking A LOT  on msn, and been e-mailing to "people", that has been quite lovely all in itself! BAILEY MORON i am so glad your finally home! its about time! If you take the time to discover who a person really is, on the inside, then you discover their beauty on the outside, so you  look at them and all you see is beauty, and you just feel so special to be that persons friend, or to have that person like you or love you. their just..............amazing!

Well I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, What's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

Chorus:
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
Now you can't find
What you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place, yeah

Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
she's lost inside, lost inside
oh oh
she's lost inside, lost inside
oh oh oh